contradiction...oh well.

right now, im going to totally contradict myself now, aaaand i dont give a shit. :)
everyone seems to be writing about their life and their problems sooo, im going to join in.
the last time i told someone my full life story, they cried, and hugged me for two hours, by the end of it, i was in quite alot of back pain.
to those that know my story, what can i say, you dont know how much i trust you with that, that little story i've placed on your shoulders, is my life, and please please respect that. but i know you all will, otherwise, i wouldnt have told you.
that 'little' story that you've been told, takes a enormous weight off my shoulders and its a nice feeling, being mentally lighter.
as many of my friends know, it takes A LOT for me to cry in front of them, i havent even in front of my BEST FRIEND for fooks sake.
but to all those that know,
1. i'm so terribly sorry.
2. thank you, soo very much.
x