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me.
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- my name is kayla. im 16, i love music; i love my friends, they are all amazing human beings who i will cherish till the day i die; i like school, so far; and i love the simple things in life. xx
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Monday, September 13, 2010
twenty years too soon....
what a day, i stepped into a magic time machine and leaped twenty years into the future.
sitting in my bath, kass on the toilet, not literally. sitting with incense inbetween our fingers, looking like we were in our thirties, hiding from children and husbands, smoking away our stresses. tragic.
well, that is how our pathetic lives will be, one day :P. jokes.
one day anyway.
my hand, three hours later, still smells of incense. pretty.
together planning future events. all legal ones at that XD
hmmm, i have nothing to blog about really,
so bored.. giving girl advise to my step brother, fun fun.. missing my amazing boyfriend.. sad that it had to end.. glad that you did.. proud of you.. proud of you too.. not keen.. really keen.. lovin my hair, again.. want my next tattoo.. want my nose pierced now.. i can't believe how far down you have to dig yourself before you realise, you ARE alone.. glad you're going.. it's the best for everyone, and you..
xxx
xx
x
sitting in my bath, kass on the toilet, not literally. sitting with incense inbetween our fingers, looking like we were in our thirties, hiding from children and husbands, smoking away our stresses. tragic.
well, that is how our pathetic lives will be, one day :P. jokes.
one day anyway.
my hand, three hours later, still smells of incense. pretty.
together planning future events. all legal ones at that XD
hmmm, i have nothing to blog about really,
so bored.. giving girl advise to my step brother, fun fun.. missing my amazing boyfriend.. sad that it had to end.. glad that you did.. proud of you.. proud of you too.. not keen.. really keen.. lovin my hair, again.. want my next tattoo.. want my nose pierced now.. i can't believe how far down you have to dig yourself before you realise, you ARE alone.. glad you're going.. it's the best for everyone, and you..
xxx
xx
x
Monday, August 30, 2010
bored...
110. My last name: mcclelland
109. I was born in: batemans bay.
108. I am really: insane.
107. My phone is: legendary
106. My eye color is: odd.
105. My ring size is: umm.
104. My height is: short
103. I am allergic to: you.
102. I was born on: 23rd January
101. I am annoyed by: silly things.
99. My bed is: brown.
98: One thing you don’t like about yourself:umm...just one?
97. Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?: i'm asleep.
96. How do you vent anger? boxing..running.
95. How did your day start off? ummm...tired
94. Do you get along with guys or girls better? umm...dunno
93. How do you think you look right this moment? tired.
91. My favorite Holiday is: new zealand. darwin. fremantle.
90. The last CD I bought was: umm..
89. Do you have any siblings? just the one.
88. What did you do yesterday? cleaned. hung out.
87. When in doubt?: stare at grass
:::I Do /Do Not Believe In::::
86. Love at first sight? umm.
85. Luck? yes
84. Fate? umm
83. Aliens? yes i know many
82. Heaven? somewhat
81. Hell? yes
80. Ghosts? ummm
79. Horoscopes? yes
78. Soulmates? yes
77. Karma? live by it
:::Which is Better?:::
AND YES YOU HAVE TO PICK ONE
76. Drunk or High? drunk
75. On the phone or online: phone
74. Red heads or blondes? -
73. Blondes or Brunettes? brunettes
72. Hot or cold?: either
71. Summer or Winter: summer
70. Chocolate or vanilla? chocolate.
69. Night or Day?: both
68. Oranges or Apples?: oranges.
67. Curly or Straight hair:? curly
::Here’s What I Think About:::
66. Abortion: depends on the circumstances...if you're an idiot that didn't use contraception live with the kid.
65. Backstabbers: grrr
64. Parents: love them
:::Last time I:::
63. hugged someone: a couple of minutes ago.
62. Saw someone: a couple of minutes ago.
61: Cried in front of someone? ages ago.
:::Random:::
60. Who is the ditziest person you know: the person staring in the mirror
59. Who makes you laugh? dylan moran
58. Last show you watched? the offspring <3
57. What you don’t understand is? confusing people, love, the power of chocolate.
56. The most unsatisfying answer: 'pass'
55. Something I really miss when I leave home is? my bed.
54. The thing I’m looking forward to the most is? seeing al <3
53. Tomorrow: eh
52. Today: chilled. lame.
51. Next Summer: get keen,
50. This Weekend: far away
49. The person(s) who knows the most about me is: umm kass, al, dyl
48. The most difficult thing to do is? accept defeat
47. I haven’t gotten a speeding ticket: i don't drive
46. The first person I talked to today was: dad
45. First time you had a crush: umm...kindy
44. The one person who I can’t hide things from: kass...some teachers
43. Last time someone said something you were thinking: go away.
42. Right now I am talking to? al.
41. What is your dream job? havent got one
40. First job? babysitting
39. I have had these pets: dogs. fish. chickens.
38. I can still see: the computer screen...good sign.
37. The worst sound in the world is? umm..
36. The person who makes me cry the most: YOU.
35. Best sound in the world?: your voice. and laugh
34. Who makes you happy? al <3..kass and dyl.
33. Cats or dogs?: dogs
32. Myspace or Facebook: Facebook.
31. Mexican food or Chinese? both, not together
30. My favorite piece of clothing? my seedy looking jeans
29. My favorite color(s) are: green.
28. Last time I cried: ages ago
27. My friends: few, but awesome
26. My computer is? okay. it works.
25. Last person I got mad at: you.
24. Person you secretly crush on?: i don't
23. Favorite place to eat?: home. in front of the tv
22. Favorite song: .....so many; weather with you - crowded house
21. The all-time best show is: scrubs
20. The all-time best feeling in the world is: massage, running. being with you.
19. Favorite scent: tinned peaches :P
18. What color is your hairbrush: purple
17. Favorite shoes: thongs.
16. I lose all respect for people who: don't have respect
15. favorite channel to watch: umm...
14. favorite food: dark chocolate and mangoes..
13. favorite day of the week: fridays.
12. Best Feature(s) in the opposite sex: honesty.
11. The worst pain I was ever in was: losing you for the first time.
10. Best Memory: so many
9. Favorite TV show? black books
8. My favorite singer/band: so many....sting/the police
7. Favorite Stuffed Animal? umm...
6. Greatest Fear: losing you
5. My weakness is: happiness
4. When was your last concert? few weeks ago
3. Who broke your heart? so many
2. One thing that makes you feel great is: al <3 kass, dylan, caity, cody, amy
1. One person that you wish you could see right now? al <3
109. I was born in: batemans bay.
108. I am really: insane.
107. My phone is: legendary
106. My eye color is: odd.
105. My ring size is: umm.
104. My height is: short
103. I am allergic to: you.
102. I was born on: 23rd January
101. I am annoyed by: silly things.
99. My bed is: brown.
98: One thing you don’t like about yourself:umm...just one?
97. Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?: i'm asleep.
96. How do you vent anger? boxing..running.
95. How did your day start off? ummm...tired
94. Do you get along with guys or girls better? umm...dunno
93. How do you think you look right this moment? tired.
91. My favorite Holiday is: new zealand. darwin. fremantle.
90. The last CD I bought was: umm..
89. Do you have any siblings? just the one.
88. What did you do yesterday? cleaned. hung out.
87. When in doubt?: stare at grass
:::I Do /Do Not Believe In::::
86. Love at first sight? umm.
85. Luck? yes
84. Fate? umm
83. Aliens? yes i know many
82. Heaven? somewhat
81. Hell? yes
80. Ghosts? ummm
79. Horoscopes? yes
78. Soulmates? yes
77. Karma? live by it
:::Which is Better?:::
AND YES YOU HAVE TO PICK ONE
76. Drunk or High? drunk
75. On the phone or online: phone
74. Red heads or blondes? -
73. Blondes or Brunettes? brunettes
72. Hot or cold?: either
71. Summer or Winter: summer
70. Chocolate or vanilla? chocolate.
69. Night or Day?: both
68. Oranges or Apples?: oranges.
67. Curly or Straight hair:? curly
::Here’s What I Think About:::
66. Abortion: depends on the circumstances...if you're an idiot that didn't use contraception live with the kid.
65. Backstabbers: grrr
64. Parents: love them
:::Last time I:::
63. hugged someone: a couple of minutes ago.
62. Saw someone: a couple of minutes ago.
61: Cried in front of someone? ages ago.
:::Random:::
60. Who is the ditziest person you know: the person staring in the mirror
59. Who makes you laugh? dylan moran
58. Last show you watched? the offspring <3
57. What you don’t understand is? confusing people, love, the power of chocolate.
56. The most unsatisfying answer: 'pass'
55. Something I really miss when I leave home is? my bed.
54. The thing I’m looking forward to the most is? seeing al <3
53. Tomorrow: eh
52. Today: chilled. lame.
51. Next Summer: get keen,
50. This Weekend: far away
49. The person(s) who knows the most about me is: umm kass, al, dyl
48. The most difficult thing to do is? accept defeat
47. I haven’t gotten a speeding ticket: i don't drive
46. The first person I talked to today was: dad
45. First time you had a crush: umm...kindy
44. The one person who I can’t hide things from: kass...some teachers
43. Last time someone said something you were thinking: go away.
42. Right now I am talking to? al.
41. What is your dream job? havent got one
40. First job? babysitting
39. I have had these pets: dogs. fish. chickens.
38. I can still see: the computer screen...good sign.
37. The worst sound in the world is? umm..
36. The person who makes me cry the most: YOU.
35. Best sound in the world?: your voice. and laugh
34. Who makes you happy? al <3..kass and dyl.
33. Cats or dogs?: dogs
32. Myspace or Facebook: Facebook.
31. Mexican food or Chinese? both, not together
30. My favorite piece of clothing? my seedy looking jeans
29. My favorite color(s) are: green.
28. Last time I cried: ages ago
27. My friends: few, but awesome
26. My computer is? okay. it works.
25. Last person I got mad at: you.
24. Person you secretly crush on?: i don't
23. Favorite place to eat?: home. in front of the tv
22. Favorite song: .....so many; weather with you - crowded house
21. The all-time best show is: scrubs
20. The all-time best feeling in the world is: massage, running. being with you.
19. Favorite scent: tinned peaches :P
18. What color is your hairbrush: purple
17. Favorite shoes: thongs.
16. I lose all respect for people who: don't have respect
15. favorite channel to watch: umm...
14. favorite food: dark chocolate and mangoes..
13. favorite day of the week: fridays.
12. Best Feature(s) in the opposite sex: honesty.
11. The worst pain I was ever in was: losing you for the first time.
10. Best Memory: so many
9. Favorite TV show? black books
8. My favorite singer/band: so many....sting/the police
7. Favorite Stuffed Animal? umm...
6. Greatest Fear: losing you
5. My weakness is: happiness
4. When was your last concert? few weeks ago
3. Who broke your heart? so many
2. One thing that makes you feel great is: al <3 kass, dylan, caity, cody, amy
1. One person that you wish you could see right now? al <3
strawberries and milo...
life is one big hellpit...with a few ropes. the only way to get out is to work together. whether it be youself with your courage, or a group of people. from my 16 and 3/4 years on this earth, i have learnt many things.
those being:
- bravery
- courage
- strength in the toughest times
- when to keep your mouth shut
- when to speak up
- to take time for yourself
- live amongst the positive things
and
- love is hard, you have to work hard for it, you have to work your arse off...if you really love someone, thats exactly what you'll do as well.
my two best friends are in love...my brother and sister. weirdest shit, i used to think. then i saw how happy they finally were together. real love, they were best friends.
in my opinion to whoever will listen, is that you partner (bf, gf) should be your best friend, as well as lover, soulmate, what ever. having the friendshi build into a relationship is the strongest relationship i've ever seen.
they had that. it was beautiful. even though it scared the living shit out of me.
they are on rocks. live on eggshells, trying not to hurt each other. she is dealing with past issues that tend to bring themselves up occaisionally. they're horrible. he made a mistake, bringing them further up. a mistake, she knows that.
swearing to never be with someone if they hurt you the same way that a person has hurt you the worst is generally a smart idea. though considering the circumstances, its different. HE meant to. he didn't. HE is f***ed in the head. he isn't.
see the difference?
accept that she needs her space. with space, she will want to see you more and more. which equals - WIN. she will need you there soon. its how she works. can't get enough of you one minute. the next she won't have anything to do with you. i love her for that. so should you.
i love you both soo much. you are amazing people. my best friends, so different, but so similar in so many ways. ways that kill each other.
work for it. trust me. its hard. look how happy i am. but look how unhappy i WAS.
i don't care if you don't listen. i'll be stoked if you do. i won't be suprised if you hit me over the head with your folders. meh. i tried. i couldn't care less. but i know. that as you're friend and sister (and secret lesbian lover) that this isn't something that should die. it's something that needs to thrive and blossom. it's only just growing really.
love you. xxx
those being:
- bravery
- courage
- strength in the toughest times
- when to keep your mouth shut
- when to speak up
- to take time for yourself
- live amongst the positive things
and
- love is hard, you have to work hard for it, you have to work your arse off...if you really love someone, thats exactly what you'll do as well.
my two best friends are in love...my brother and sister. weirdest shit, i used to think. then i saw how happy they finally were together. real love, they were best friends.
in my opinion to whoever will listen, is that you partner (bf, gf) should be your best friend, as well as lover, soulmate, what ever. having the friendshi build into a relationship is the strongest relationship i've ever seen.
they had that. it was beautiful. even though it scared the living shit out of me.
they are on rocks. live on eggshells, trying not to hurt each other. she is dealing with past issues that tend to bring themselves up occaisionally. they're horrible. he made a mistake, bringing them further up. a mistake, she knows that.
swearing to never be with someone if they hurt you the same way that a person has hurt you the worst is generally a smart idea. though considering the circumstances, its different. HE meant to. he didn't. HE is f***ed in the head. he isn't.
see the difference?
accept that she needs her space. with space, she will want to see you more and more. which equals - WIN. she will need you there soon. its how she works. can't get enough of you one minute. the next she won't have anything to do with you. i love her for that. so should you.
i love you both soo much. you are amazing people. my best friends, so different, but so similar in so many ways. ways that kill each other.
work for it. trust me. its hard. look how happy i am. but look how unhappy i WAS.
i don't care if you don't listen. i'll be stoked if you do. i won't be suprised if you hit me over the head with your folders. meh. i tried. i couldn't care less. but i know. that as you're friend and sister (and secret lesbian lover) that this isn't something that should die. it's something that needs to thrive and blossom. it's only just growing really.
love you. xxx
Monday, August 16, 2010
i love you...
you know what's funny, that shitheads in this world make me love the people in my life soo much more.
people that beat their children, that makes me love my dad so much more. it's terribly depressing to see beaten fucked up kids. but i love my dad, because i know he would never do that.
or, beaten up girlfriends. that just makes me love my boyfriend, because he would never ever hurt me. and if he ever did by accident he would be devastated.
i don't know what else to write.
sun i love you.
i love that you're sitting with me.
i don't like that a few people followed, but meh, life goes on.
i'm keen for this weekend.
we need to catch up.
girl time, make up, pillow fight, make out...baha
'nice beard dumbeldore, what's it made out of?' 'your mums chest hair!!'...baha
buhbye. x
people that beat their children, that makes me love my dad so much more. it's terribly depressing to see beaten fucked up kids. but i love my dad, because i know he would never do that.
or, beaten up girlfriends. that just makes me love my boyfriend, because he would never ever hurt me. and if he ever did by accident he would be devastated.
i don't know what else to write.
sun i love you.
i love that you're sitting with me.
i don't like that a few people followed, but meh, life goes on.
i'm keen for this weekend.
we need to catch up.
girl time, make up, pillow fight, make out...baha
'nice beard dumbeldore, what's it made out of?' 'your mums chest hair!!'...baha
buhbye. x
Monday, August 9, 2010
wtf...
wow, its been a really, really, really, long time since i have posted...again..oh well, not much has happened. learnt alot over the past week or so. who not to trust mainly, and some people are INSANE.
rumours are dangerous things, that is the first thing i would like to say. the few that might possibly read this may know.
this rumour has left a few people thinking 'what the fuck?' and left me confused and fuming. meh, i couldn't care less at the moment, but ask me in the morning. ... meh i couldn't be bothered to blog...i've written another story, this one finished at 79 834 words :D yaaay.
meh, cyas
xx
rumours are dangerous things, that is the first thing i would like to say. the few that might possibly read this may know.
this rumour has left a few people thinking 'what the fuck?' and left me confused and fuming. meh, i couldn't care less at the moment, but ask me in the morning. ... meh i couldn't be bothered to blog...i've written another story, this one finished at 79 834 words :D yaaay.
meh, cyas
xx
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