another chance...

dear blog,
it has been a month. a very long one. with good and bad. it started bad, ended a little better.

first - a relationship can be renewed through heartbreak. i have never felt so much love from or for a person during the beginning of this month. someone i have said i could easily spend the rest of my life with. yes, a bold statement. but i know a few that could say the same thing.

second - wicked. was amaaazing. the show was pretty awesome too. the day started for me at 3am. more than an two hours before i was to be picked up to go to moruya. the year elevens'/music students plan had failed to gain control of the back of the bus. very dissapointing. the bus trip up revolved around a chemical filled cookie. (me annoying the crap out of kass and alex for one average tasting biscuit). after i got my biscuit, i stopped nagging. as much. then we stopped off at maccas in Nowra. saw a dude in a long black skirt with a long beard and pink sideburns, yes they were pink. i was going to go discuss fashion with him, but i decided the look in his eyes was a bit tooo intimidating. after a hash brown and orange juice, it was time to get back on the bus. 'fired up' was put on, good movie, though the majority of the time i had an unhappy camper behind me pushing my head side to side. this person should NEVER be a chiropractor. before the show we headed up to Market City food court. and ate Indian food..yuuuum. then after that we headed down to the show. I got separated...again. so i went the long way around and sat next to alex, during the fist half the show was great..kass got to see bert! how amazing. meh. then listened to brady and tom make weird laughing noises during the show.
intermission, kass and i got mocktails and cool cups. :D second half was just as good. t
back on the bus was good too, got very little sleep, though i was nice and warm. shit stirred for the first half hour by the two behind me and alex.
didn't sleep much when i got home. too much to think about. all good stuff. things again were looking up.

third - lions club dinner. day started well. did my coffee assessment, did well in that. was happy :) then i ironed, for a long time, stole cody's really warm jacket, finished my photography assignment, very happy with that. then we did more setting up, polishing cutlery, setting tables. etc etc. kass got back to school, looked very tired. she got given the position of Maitre D'. did an awesome job. halfway through the night i ended up out the back washing up. it was a lot easier and took less effort. due to a silly anxious moment, back of house was a lot 'calmer'. cathy, hoggy, and janey are soo amazing. after everything had been cleaned up and thrown out, i fell asleep for ten minutes in K2. soo uncomfortable. tracey gave me a lift home, seats we're heated...hmmmmmmm. haha. awesome. then packed for darwin, tried to find all my summer clothes to throw in the suitcase. found some clothes. then had to sit on my bag to keep it in. then..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

fifth - had to wake up at 6am. after three hours sleep, was very hard. showered, dress, then said goodbye and off we drove. slept until Berry, and then txt'd kass for a few hours, while she lounged in bed. lucky bitch. though i was going to sydney so, it was ok.
got to sydney, hung out in Coogee for a couple of hours. then headed to a friends house. out to a pub and then to dinner. managed to get past security, one of a few times on my holiday i past for 18. fun fun.

sixth - darwin. one of two places i want to spend the rest of my life. it is amazing. met soo many great people. and came close to accidental death in the time up there.
when dad and i boarded the plane in Sydney at 10:45am, it was 17*c. then sat in the plane for 4 hours. as soon as we stepped out of the plane it was a lovely 29*c, off came the cardigan. our holiday was filled with backpackers, pubs, photos, fishing, driving, tattoos and eating. best holiday i've ever had. i was happy. amazingly.
as soon as we got back, Sydney ruined the holiday...30*c difference. grrrrrrrrrrrr.

seventh - home. want to go back to darwin. but pack my friends up and take them too.

xxx