one step forward twelve steps back...

i jinxed it. my last blog, "things are looking up" yeah fuck that. i've stuffed a great friendship...and i've screwed up my life and his doing it. i've left him dead inside...so i want to be dead inside and outside...i know that i've got so much to live for. but sometimes the good things hide. or are hidden by the bad. i don't hate my life...but parts of it...
i hate:

- bastards that sexually abuse people.
- people that always put others first.
- that a relationship can end with one txt.
- that i keep saying sorry.
- blogs.

bye.
xx

p.s.
if you don't like this, and think i'm being dramatic, theeeen i don't give a shit. don't read my blogs.