faaaaarrrrkkk......

hey. i had a good day today. then. it was shit. as soon as the bell went for the end of school, and luke stopped messing with my head. i was sad. i hate school, but its the only thing that keeps me a little bit sane. riiiiiiiiiiiiight. :\ not happy jaaaaan. hahaha "how do you fuck sideways?" "with great difficulty" sorry. it popped into my head. anyway. this is probably going to be awful short. i had a massage this arvo. noooice. i feel relaxed and bruised. :)
i miss you. so so so so much.

hahah i thought of something to write. kayla - 1; brain - 0

i love -

: you. & you & you & you

: that you know me so well.

: my blanket

: cookies and cream icecream.

: the support

: internet.

: chocolate.


i hate -

: you.

: that i haven't seen you in forever.

: that i didn't have nay money for chocolate today.

: me because of you.

: feeling this way & not getting rid of it.

: finding it hard to let go.

: the way you find it so easy to be so mean.

: and how i just accept it.

: and i hate how this list is longer than the other one.


anyway. you is a few different people in case you caught on.

IFLY!! xxxxxx