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i just read a few other blogs. now i feel sick. some of the pain people go through is really sad. i've had my fair share of shit, and i guess that leads to empathy and appreciation for people that are stronger than they think.
i was thinking, just now, that i'm getting closer to the road to recovery. at the moment, it's still, pretend you're okay and no one will notice. i've discovered i'm a pretty good actor. i fool myself sometimes.
there are times though, that i am happy. times when i feel strong, and there is everything to live for.
i still get down. but thats just me. i know it's stupid. but that is also just me. anywho, i must fly.....JUST FOUND OUT!! MUM SAID YES TO GETTING A TATTOO!!!!!

xxx